The ghosts of my past

Looking in the face of the victims i made
A family left behind, all in dispair
Not knowing what to do at the loss of a father
Will they ever find him, i don't think so
I put him in a place no one will ever think.

Murder in the first degre thats what they called it
Riddled with bullet holes thats how i left him
Sorrow is something i shalt never feel
The ghosts of my past are back to haunt me.

I never knew the guy, si why do i feel guilt?
Evil's what they call us, thats why we band together
We call it an organisation, but they call it a gang
I was just a lost child but they took me in
I'm only a teen, but i've ruined my entire life.

Murder in the first degre thats what they called it
Riddled with stab wounds thats how i left her
Forgiveness is something i will never have
The ghosts of my past are back to haunt me.

I thought they would protect me, but the fuckers gave me up
Now i'm doing time cause they wanted the reward
They gave me up so i rattered  them out too
We all got put in together, bad call on my behalf
Now i;m dead too, i got my just deserts.

Murder in the first degree thats what they call it
A pole around my head thats how they left me
Now i feel forgiveness and i feel sorrow to
The ghosts of my past finally caught up to me.