So a lot has happened in life since I last posted on here, I've been cheated on by the girl I thought I'd be with forever and that broke me. Because of that I started drinking again and ended up going to a few parties where I met another girl I thought I liked, we met up a lot at parties and even the pub, we were together for almost a year before things got bad and her father caught us in bed, he grabbed me by the throat and threatened to kill me, I didn't know what was up so I threw him into a wall and broke his face apart. When the police contacted me I thought Oh yeah another assault charge but I never expected what they told me next.
So
a small insight to what goes on in my head by death-to-them-all, literature
Literature
a small insight to what goes on in my head
So lately i have been quite angry and stressed and just generally not myself and i really don't like it, but as it stands there is nothing i can change that cause for the first time in a long time the events unfolding around me are completely out of my control, and anyone that knows me knows that i like to take charge of all things around me, and when i can't i feel lost and stress out which brings me back to my main point.
So there is this girl, she's only 16, i haven't really known her that long, and i don't even know her that well but she means more to me then the moon, the stars, the earth and everything on it and i don't understand why.
this is my code of arms by death-to-them-all, literature
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this is my code of arms
so like seriously...what the fuck is going on in the world at the moment, everyone is hating on everyone, christchurch has had enough trouble lately without having to worry about its people turning on each other, especially our generation, come on people we are the future of this country, sit back and take a look at yourselves and ask yourself is this what you want our kids to grow up in???i know i sure as hell dont want to bring up a child in this country the way it is, with all the hate and violence around the place, fuck that shit man.and it all is starting from rumors, chinese whispers and people that have a problem with someone so they g
so this is just part 1 of what is my current project, i wasn't gona put anything up till it was finished but some of this has been requested by somebody...seeing as it is about them and all...
Perception is an individuals way of seeing the things around them, it may not always make sense, it may not always be right but every person percieves things for their own wants and needs, the way their brain tells them it wants to see it.
I don't claim to be right, i don't expect anybody but me to comprehend what it is im about to tell, but this is my perception on he everyday events that happen around us that most of us are ignorant to, this is my v
A light amongst darkness by death-to-them-all, literature
Literature
A light amongst darkness
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
Lay a beautiful young woman, waiting,
Waiting for the pain of labour to end.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
A young man worked his fingers to the bone,
Knowing soon his love is about to have their first child.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
The beautiful young woman lays defeated,
Her new baby girl asleep in her arms.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
The young man stops what he's doing,
A feeling of great joy overcomes him.
In a world of endles
there are so many words in this world that are said,
yet the person saying them never really mean it,
words like always, promise, love and trust.
now to me trust is the most important of all these words,
and yet it is also the word i dislike the most,
maybe that is why i find it so damn important?
i just dont know.
my greatest flaw is that i trust people too much,
but now i'm stuck in a hard place,
because the one person i wish i could trust has made it clear to me that i CAN'T trust them,
and that hurts me in a way i have never hurt before.
when did life become such a concoction of bull shit?
gotta say im pretty much f**king ov
The question ''why'' is something that everybody is asked or has asked another and yet everyday the question goes un-answered.
But why?
Why is it everytime i say no more and leave i swear to myself that this was the last time, and then she contacts me and i cant help but come running back, knowing that nothing has changed and knowing that it's going to end the same way, but i just cant stop myself?
Why don't i ever stand up for myself and tell her i cant take it anymore? All i ever did was love her and for the shortest time i actually thought she felt the same, i didn't ever think i could be so blind to the truth.
Why is it everytime i as
they once described me as a martyr,
loving and care free, free from the pain
of ownership and degradation,
if only they knew the truth.
a troubled child alone and begotten,
attacked and tormented
from the start of his empty life,
until the day 'they' came.
i never knew who they were,
and i doubt i ever will,
forever repeating in my head,
i believe these words to never end.
wisdom they said is knowledge over power,
be thy friend and deliver me,
deliver me from this fear and loathing,
a martyr's story is still unwritten.
his life changed in the blink of an eye,
overnight from sinner to saint,
feared by some, revered by most
not all things in life are handed to us to work for your rewards make the sweet taste of victory so much sweeter.
love is a given, not to be taken for granted. love with all your heart and live your life with no regrets.
Translation
لا يتم تسليم كل شيء في الحياة بالنسبة لنا للعمل من أجل المكافآت الخاصة &
So a lot has happened in life since I last posted on here, I've been cheated on by the girl I thought I'd be with forever and that broke me. Because of that I started drinking again and ended up going to a few parties where I met another girl I thought I liked, we met up a lot at parties and even the pub, we were together for almost a year before things got bad and her father caught us in bed, he grabbed me by the throat and threatened to kill me, I didn't know what was up so I threw him into a wall and broke his face apart. When the police contacted me I thought Oh yeah another assault charge but I never expected what they told me next.
So
a small insight to what goes on in my head by death-to-them-all, literature
Literature
a small insight to what goes on in my head
So lately i have been quite angry and stressed and just generally not myself and i really don't like it, but as it stands there is nothing i can change that cause for the first time in a long time the events unfolding around me are completely out of my control, and anyone that knows me knows that i like to take charge of all things around me, and when i can't i feel lost and stress out which brings me back to my main point.
So there is this girl, she's only 16, i haven't really known her that long, and i don't even know her that well but she means more to me then the moon, the stars, the earth and everything on it and i don't understand why.
this is my code of arms by death-to-them-all, literature
Literature
this is my code of arms
so like seriously...what the fuck is going on in the world at the moment, everyone is hating on everyone, christchurch has had enough trouble lately without having to worry about its people turning on each other, especially our generation, come on people we are the future of this country, sit back and take a look at yourselves and ask yourself is this what you want our kids to grow up in???i know i sure as hell dont want to bring up a child in this country the way it is, with all the hate and violence around the place, fuck that shit man.and it all is starting from rumors, chinese whispers and people that have a problem with someone so they g
so this is just part 1 of what is my current project, i wasn't gona put anything up till it was finished but some of this has been requested by somebody...seeing as it is about them and all...
Perception is an individuals way of seeing the things around them, it may not always make sense, it may not always be right but every person percieves things for their own wants and needs, the way their brain tells them it wants to see it.
I don't claim to be right, i don't expect anybody but me to comprehend what it is im about to tell, but this is my perception on he everyday events that happen around us that most of us are ignorant to, this is my v
A light amongst darkness by death-to-them-all, literature
Literature
A light amongst darkness
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
Lay a beautiful young woman, waiting,
Waiting for the pain of labour to end.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
A young man worked his fingers to the bone,
Knowing soon his love is about to have their first child.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
The beautiful young woman lays defeated,
Her new baby girl asleep in her arms.
In a world of endless darkness,
A world of lies, deceit and betrayal,
The young man stops what he's doing,
A feeling of great joy overcomes him.
In a world of endles
there are so many words in this world that are said,
yet the person saying them never really mean it,
words like always, promise, love and trust.
now to me trust is the most important of all these words,
and yet it is also the word i dislike the most,
maybe that is why i find it so damn important?
i just dont know.
my greatest flaw is that i trust people too much,
but now i'm stuck in a hard place,
because the one person i wish i could trust has made it clear to me that i CAN'T trust them,
and that hurts me in a way i have never hurt before.
when did life become such a concoction of bull shit?
gotta say im pretty much f**king ov
The question ''why'' is something that everybody is asked or has asked another and yet everyday the question goes un-answered.
But why?
Why is it everytime i say no more and leave i swear to myself that this was the last time, and then she contacts me and i cant help but come running back, knowing that nothing has changed and knowing that it's going to end the same way, but i just cant stop myself?
Why don't i ever stand up for myself and tell her i cant take it anymore? All i ever did was love her and for the shortest time i actually thought she felt the same, i didn't ever think i could be so blind to the truth.
Why is it everytime i as
they once described me as a martyr,
loving and care free, free from the pain
of ownership and degradation,
if only they knew the truth.
a troubled child alone and begotten,
attacked and tormented
from the start of his empty life,
until the day 'they' came.
i never knew who they were,
and i doubt i ever will,
forever repeating in my head,
i believe these words to never end.
wisdom they said is knowledge over power,
be thy friend and deliver me,
deliver me from this fear and loathing,
a martyr's story is still unwritten.
his life changed in the blink of an eye,
overnight from sinner to saint,
feared by some, revered by most
not all things in life are handed to us to work for your rewards make the sweet taste of victory so much sweeter.
love is a given, not to be taken for granted. love with all your heart and live your life with no regrets.
Translation
لا يتم تسليم كل شيء في الحياة بالنسبة لنا للعمل من أجل المكافآت الخاصة &
they once described me as a martyr,
loving and care free, free from the pain
of ownership and degradation,
if only they knew the truth.
a troubled child alone and begotten,
attacked and tormented
from the start of his empty life,
until the day 'they' came.
i never knew who they were,
and i doubt i ever will,
forever repeating in my head,
i believe these words to never end.
wisdom they said is knowledge over power,
be thy friend and deliver me,
deliver me from this fear and loathing,
a martyr's story is still unwritten.
his life changed in the blink of an eye,
overnight from sinner to saint,
feared by some, revered by most
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life?
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